Fallwinterspring

let me start by saying i really am not looking for pitty, i guess maybe this will help  me get the despair out of the system...
i feel locked,sad, bitter, angry but most of all,
selfish....

for hurting my perents......i just wanted to be gone, i still do.
but now i have them to consider  as well, and anyone who was close to me...

long 2 months



i can't have it both ways, at least not without losing my mind...




so long,
who cares

let me start by saying i really am not looking for pitty, i guess maybe this will help  me get the despair out of the system...
i feel locked,sad, bitter, angry but most of all,
selfish....

for hurting my perents......i just wanted to be gone, i still do.
but now i have to consider them as well, and anyone who was close to me...



i can't have it both ways, at least not without losing my mund...




so long,
who cares

no one will ever tell you he likes school unless  they have no clue....

too much tests!


whatever anyway i haven't been here for a while...hope i'll forgive my self for that some day: because i have time for nothin you wont hear from me for a while

XoXO

I'm in the 10th grade now.....just started high school today
honestly i wish I didn't .....=[ it's so much harder than last year...or atleast so it sounds..
I hope it's gonna get better than this cause I feel lonely...
They say :"be careful with what you wish for cause it may come true"

I don't wish for anything...
  anymore
(and that has to do with another thing I can't write about....

just kidding....I took it from sara...


- Name: shira!
- Single or taken:single at the moment but who knows ^^
- Sex: Female!
- Birthday: 29.7!!
- Sign: leo
- Hair colour: brownish hair
- Eye color: green!
- Height: 1.65
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: i have no idea .
- Favorite designer?: meggie simpson!
- What is your sexiest outfit?: i'm not gonna tell you!
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: PJs
- What do you usually wear?: jeans and t-shirt...

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?:it's changing from time to time.
- What are you listening to right now?: stand by me-oasis...
- Who is the last person that called you?:mom.
- How many buddies are online right now?: i don't know.

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: sweet stuff.
- Girls' names: Lyla.
- Boys' names: Jonny
- Subjects in school: none
- Animals: dogs, cats and kualla bears .

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: no i did not
- Smoked?: no.
- Bungee jumped?: shaking from just thinking about it
- Made yourself throw up?: yes.
- Skinny dipped?: what is that anyway?
- Ever been in love?:yeapp
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?f course i have
- Pictured your crush naked?: XD i can't tell you...figure it out
- Actually seen your crush naked?: nooo...
- Cried when someone died?: yes.
- Lied: Mhm.
- Fallen for your best friend?: no
- Rejected someone?: yes.
- Done something you regret?:  a lot of things....

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: jeans and a black t shirt that says a very true thing: I <3 NY!
- Desktop picture: me and hila in liverpool!
- CD in player: oasis.
- DVD in player: 10 things i hate about you!

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: can't seem to remember....
- Hugged: again ??
- You kissed: this shall remain a secret...
- You IMed: we send messegges not IMed...
- Talk to online: tal!
- You sexed it up with: ???!!!

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: no comprendo....
- Open-minded: very
- Arrogant??
- Insecure?: too much.
- Random?: call the cups my pikle's on fire!!!
- Hungry: veryy
- Smart: sometimes
- Moody: yess
- Organized: trying to be...
- Shy: ahha....
- Difficult: i don't think so...
- Bored easily:yes....
- Obsessed: Yes .....
- Angry: "arrrr!!!! "
- Sad: not today
- Happy: rar
- Hyper:*jumping up and down*
- Trusting:not really

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: don't really know what i'm doing...  
- Love is: for fools like me.....
- I dream about: random people.
- Sexual preference: someone who knows how to punch assholes.
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into:hair.

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: none.
- Flowers or candy: candy!!
- Tall or short: tall like me.

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most: my only sunshine!!
- Makes you smile: you
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: she does....i will not write her name though

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?:  noo
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?:noo I like being a girl
- Wish you were younger: No.I do not.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yeah

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart broken: 1.
- Of guys I've kissed: 0 (that's how cool I am XD)
- Of girls I've kissed: 0.
- Of CD's I own: 5 or 6
- Of scars on my body: more than 3....